When You Feel Meaningless to God

Morning sicknessAfter the news sunk in, her dreams seemed to be slipping out of what little power she possessed to make them happen. She escaped to a room to be alone and sank to the floor sobbing. She weakly grabbed an empty plastic bag. Could she really be so upset that she was going to be sick? Her tears overtook her again. God, are you there?

A thought came into her mind, and she knew it wasn’t hers. I am bottling every one of your tears.

depressedHe sat staring at nothing, his head in his hands. He had been reflecting on his life and was dissatisfied at what he saw. Making the next sale was his bottle. He felt empty, depressed, lonely. He shot up from his seat in an unresolved effort to stop the madness, and walked swiftly toward the door. He stopped short, and pounded his fist on the wall before sinking his head in his hands again. Why do I keep making the same wrong choices? God, do you see my life?

Somehow he could see that he wasn’t alone. My strength is provided for you.

sadHer father had left when she was just a baby, and now the news that her mother had died cut her fragile heart. The girl sat shivering, but the room was warm. Did anyone really understand how she felt? She lifted woeful eyes to the ceiling, and quickly down again. She paused, and looked up again. God, if you’re there, will you take away this ache?

She felt a sudden, comforting warmth. I am mending your broken heart.

What about your life? Do you wonder if God hears you? Do you know He listens to each sigh of your heart? Do you know He is holding you in the palm of His hand? (Isaiah 40:12)

He is here.

God

Sometimes you just have to counsel yourself. Or remind yourself, because we sometimes forget. His promises are for you, at this moment:

Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Matthew 11:28 NKJV

For I, the Lord your God, will hold your right hand, Saying to you, ‘Fear not, I will help you.’ Isaiah 41:13 NKJV

Casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you. 1 Peter 5:7 NKJV

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Photo credits: Rich Childs Sander van der Wel apdk Ahmed Rabea (Creative Commons)

6 thoughts on “When You Feel Meaningless to God

  1. This is just wonderful, Kelly. Wonderful. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve felt this very way. Like I wasn’t a blip on God’s radar. Oh, how untrue that is. 🙂 You know what I love? I love the bravery that comes with writing like this…writing that opens up and points to the broken places. Because in these truths, others can find hope and healing.

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